Insomnia Thoughts

Why can't I sleep?...Taylor at school in Columbia...this cat won't leave me alone...would I sleep better on the couch?...TV on or TV off?...Does my snoring annoy Steven as much as his snoring is annoying me right now?...Rockett, move your legs!...where should we go for vacation next year...am I really going to be 50 next year?...i wonder if David McGinnis is on Facebook....of course he's not on Facebook...is he really 63 now...going to mass on Sunday nights while living in Terre Haute...the burning bush...Pete Grimes in the communion line...Pete Grimes...giggle giggle...Rockett stop dreaming, you are so loud...what should we do this weekend....should i take off on Friday...if I do, what will we do....i hate to waste the day...how long has it been since I've blogged....do people notice if I don't blog...I need to head to the couch to see if that helps me sleep....it's so quiet out here...turn on Top Chef Masters and watch what I'm already taping....those guys are mean to Lorena....I miss Takashi...Takashi  Takashi  Takashi ...I love that name...my name is so boring JUDI JUDI JUDI....What was my mom thinking with that name...at least she didn't name me Suzanne, that was the other option.....mom.....you would have loved Steven if you had lived to meet him....I can just see the two of you drinking a bourbon together...Blech, bourbon....food...how long will I have to diet...am I losing any weight...if I lose any, will I be able to keep it off....can anyone tell I've lost weight?...I sure could go for some nachos and I don't even like nachos....Not yo mama....Mamma Mia...I can't wait to see Les Mis in February...Dad used to love Les Mis...Dad.....why can't I sleep???...does Steven know I'm not in the bed...work...work...work...I need to be a better supervisor....that office building needs so much work....does my boss resent me?...i always bring the bad news...does my car have too many miles on it?...is Taylor doing okay?...how can I help her be her happiest...when will I see Jake again....Jake...I wish we could all be together for Christmas....oh man....Christmas shopping....I dread it....can I just give cash to everyone...money money money...was that a light that just shone in the window?...scary....are they going to figure out that Walt is cooking meth?...I sure like Jesse...this pillow is hot...this couch isn't working....move cat!...how in the world will I make it at work tomorrow?...work...am I doing a good job?...my office is dirty...we need new carpet...why can't I sleep?.....I can't believe Angela is having a baby....Should we go to Kentucky and then to St. Louis or just come back between visits?...Kentucky...Kentucky Fried Chicken....Chicken Skin...my brothers used to give me their chicken skin...that's why I'm fat...I blame the chicken skin...I miss chicken skin...will I ever get to eat chicken skin again?...why am I thinking about chicken skin?...man oh man, it's 3:00 in the morning now.....why can't I sleep???